What does showing up entail here? How many hours a week? Use the time to slowly build towards another career, something that uses both so you don’t start at square one maybe.

I’m a big fan of sci Fi and the expanse does hit a lot of boxes. It’s in my top few as well.

You were making ends meet with the debt before. Put it towards your future: buy another 18tb hardrive. Spend the last 100$ on drugs.