Maybe people aren’t all the same and some people like this gs to look nice, be organised in certain ways, be able to synch, check things off with a click of a button. Nothing is wrong with a text file. I use Sublime Text often times, but not everyone is the same.

Malta or Cyprus maybe? My first thought is places where dodgy people do dodgy shit, like gambling.

Yes, the private key never leaves your machine.

You send them a certificate signing request with your public key, they put their verification stamp on it and send it to you.

The only part they have to play is verifying that your certificate is trusted by a root certificate.

It’s difficult, I’m not going to lie. You can try looking for someone who does DBT, that’s where I found someone to help me. DBT is good for getting to grips with the anger and urges.

But I hear you. I now live in a place where no one gives a fuck about you and I’ve not found a therapist who is competent or even pretends to give a fuck about you. So I’ve just given up.

Pretty easy to recognise the signs

You sound a bit like me a few years ago. Chronic loneliness and BPD was awful.

You should try see if you can get a decent therapist. Even if it’s just online in a different country.

Every day we stray further from Jod.

Not at the moment no, I was unemployed for around 9mo last year after layoffs but I finally found a job and am doing pretty well for myself.

I’m trying to pay off debt from my mom at the moment but decided to splurge on myself for a few months first now that I’m employed again.