You make $65,000 (USD 🤢) in a dead end career doing nothing but showing up sometimes. Guaranteed employment without change in intensity or salary until retirement in 15 years at age 62. You receive 3 weeks paid vacation, reasonably priced medical, dental, and vision insurance, 401k matched at 2.5%, and virtually unlimited sick days as long as you don’t call out too often (>3x month). You are given 6 college credits per semester to use at the local university. You’re currently working on a PhD.
You live comfortably and have 1 year’s salary saved. Zero dependents.
Do you ride it out, or do you seek a career change before it’s too late.
I know, infinite unknown variables, but what would you do regardless?
I’ve worked in the arts and I’ve worked in public health.
Yes, you can get a certain satisfaction from helping people, or creating something.
In the end, if you’re looking for true fulfillment, it’s an inside job.
No career is going to guarantee happiness. Look at superstars like Charlie Sheen or Tiger Woods. The both had all the external validation anyone could ask for.
My best advice is to accept that your going to be on this job, and start looking for answers in otehr places.
Have you tried meditation?
I know it sounds corny, but in the end, happiness is a choice not a destination.